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Goodbye, team. I will always love you.

I have:

Completely changed my schedule and work extra hours to be able to attend class.
Been absent five days in eight months.
Attended even if I was sick to watch/observe/learn.
Purchased a $500 trampoline to work on flips.
Forfeited a $100 tattoo deposit and appointment because I didn't want to miss class.
Attended/Paid for multiple laser appointments for faster injury recovery.
Gone from a 365lb recluse to a 280lb social friend.
Had yet another dream crushed.
Lost.

They have:

Missed at least 50% of classes.
Not participated in at least 50% of classes attended.
Destroyed my life.
Won.

I a d, a I o h o r... I r t I c t K t I l h.
T, t w s a a t - I l y K M, a I a w.
Thursday, September 4th - Today was the first day I did not attend wrestling class after saying that I quit. It was extraordinarily painful, but still not as a painful as seeing or thinking about her. I did have a dream at some point last night where I checked my phone and I had a text message from her. I did not read the message, but I know we had never exchanged numbers so I was not sure how she messaged me. I wish she did.